denise the fish.
A strange eighteen-year-old girl who enjoys good music, writing, cold milk tea, and rainy days.

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about a lot of things really.

I don't know. Just went online and caught up with my friends through their blogs/Tumblrs/ Facebook accounts while they're all asleep. It got me thinking about shit. And I feel bad. And lonely. Maybe it's because I'm slowly losing my grip on a few of them. Drifting, God forbid. Or maybe I just miss them too much. Maybe I miss home too much.

I guess I feel that...even when I'm gone, or if I died in some kind of morbid way, nothing really changes the people around me. I'm just an insignificant part of my loved ones' lives. That stomach-hurling emotion makes me want to move to another city and start anew and make new friends and reinvent myself. Sigh.

Ah, just ignore this post. I'll get over this idiotic phase. :/

Can't wait to get to NYC to see at least one of my friends. I need someone to talk to other than my family to keep me sane.

Don't get me wrong though. I am enjoying this vacation. It's just that I feel that I'm missing out on so much shit back in the Philippines.

saflskldfjsdkfjkdlsjfksdlj I need to sleep this shitty feeling off. :| :| :|

I wanna cut my hair or something fffuuu. And I want to stay away from the 'net to see all my friends' posts but I can't because the Internet is pretty much my boyfriend.

Ugh.

Fuck this post. Fuck my girly emotions.

I'll go do a happier post about my trip when I feel like it.